NaNoWriMo is in effect again!! And I'm so deliriously behind that it's ridiculous.  I shall not name the word-debt I'm in.  so far I've worked in 4 characters, and still have no idea what the plot is *swirly eyes*

Possible Title for the Novel:  "Apocalypse: Initium" ... still considering other possibilities as well

My mom and I went to bake a cake last night, when we realized we were out of eggs!  we decided to make it anyway, screw the eggs!  Which is when we discovered that our vegetable oil had gone bad!  But who needs vegetable oil? Not us!  we made do with butter and milk and cake mix.  surprisingly, it worked!  the top of the cake was dense but still cake-y,  and the bottom was like a brownie/fudge.  much richer than normal, but delightful nonetheless. 

umm, oh and I scored a $25 kimono at an antique store!!

Current Location: home~
Current Mood: indescribable
Current Music: Bat for Lashes

ilu Geoff!! <3 he made me a new desktop background XD;;

"Half-eaten people gets low marks for efficiency"

Tags: eat meat
Current Location: bed
Current Mood: jubilant

I'm at a crossroad and don't know which way to go.  I'm getting conflicting advice and although I know what I -want- to do, I don't know if it's the right thing to do.  And things that I thought I wanted to happen are happening, but I don't know if I want them now.  I'm conflicted, and the things I reach for seem to crumble in my hands.  What way do I need to go to find peace?  I hope the answer becomes clear soon.

Current Location: bed
Current Mood: confused
Current Music: Frosti

JUST FINISHED LAST HOMEWORK BEFORE SPRING BREAK. Just one more exam to go!! and the spring break plan is epic win - almost all ready to go!

HAROLD COMES TO LIVE WITH ME FOR BREAK. *rubs hands*

I LIKE CAPITALS TODAY.

Tags: capitals
Current Location: Class of 1950 Lecture Hall
Current Mood: X3
Current Music: none D: I should get some.

Ohoho, I'm posting again? what?

I have a surprise in the works for spring break (not huge, but it's an achievement nonetheless!) and I can't wait to come home!!!! I have so much planned for that week, I'm going to be very very busy! and I can't wait to see my cat!!!!!!!!! <3<3

I have a new muse - Harold, my roommate's betta fish. He is magnificent!

Two exams coming up next week - Chemistry and Physics on the same night! ohno! I leave for class at 9am, have classes all day, Chem exam at 6:30pm - 7:30pm, Physics exam 8pm-10pm. long day D: then the week before Spring break I have a calculus exam.  and I just got done with round one of exams week before last! yuck. I hope I do at least as well on this round as the round before.

for the first time since sixth grade, I own a (fitting) pair of size 13 jeans! hurray for not being able to afford adequate groceries!

TRIBUTE:
my darling lipring, how you have troubled me; I was allergic to your sparkling beauty and annoyed by your constant presence.  Owing to your malevolence, I have removed you from my life. RIP.

My mp3 player is officially dead. It holds no charge.

Current Location: Class of 1950 Lecture Hall
Current Mood: creative
Current Music: Rentrer en Soi

My greatest childhood fears were bees, tornadoes, and being chased by dogs. I have overcome bees and tornadoes.

Tags: childhood fears, writer's block
Current Location: apartment
Current Mood: indescribable
Current Music: food network

I hate you,
You hate me,
We're both bearing weaponry...
Calculus and Chemistry,
You're dragging me down to Hades.

I'm seriously starting to consider myself insane for wanting to study physics and math. STUPID. HATE. BLEGHK. STAB. And seriously doubting I could even handle it.  This endeavor just seems to be reinforcing my prior theory that college may not be for me.  But I don't know.  I'm happy here, except for the coursework.. but I have no ambition for career, and definitely not for internships or the like. So what am I doing here? I don't know.  I feel like I'm a poser or something, not wanting a career or to become some famous researcher; just wanting to learn.  So maybe I'd just be better off reading books about the  stuff I like instead of trying to get a degree in it?  because of my lack of ambition?? STABBITY STAB.  I know God has a purpose for me, but what is it??  I'd sure like to know so I can quit floundering and get to work on it.

On a good note, I've lost 5 pounds and an inch.  I've been highly inspired to draw, and HAVE DRAWN (It's ok, the shock will subside in a moment).  I've made a handmade journal for a roommate.  I'm learning belly dancing moves.

Physics Exam on Wednesday = STRESS

Current Location: close to Hades
Current Mood: AW, PISS!
Current Music: kiss kiss - the machines

I can't resist you, with your singing birds and your sparkling sunshine, and your closeness to the weekend.  I love you.

Current Location: sunshine
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: Bat for Lashes

So this was a hard week.  My brain is sloshing about in my head, wondering what the hell is going on. Hopefully the math skills will start returning to me, because right now Math and I are having a falling out.  To be more accurate, Math has made quite a few attempts at my life.  I've begun to hide the knives. 

I look forward to my psychology class - I hope to perhaps gain some insight into personalities and disorders concerning my (27 D: ) characters.  Hurray! And my physics professor is quite a looker.  My physics GTA is an adorable Japanese man, too~!

Tomorrow starts another week of classes - let's hope there're no casualties.

Current Location: in a cozy chair~
Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: splooshing brain~

miyavi took out his lip ring. SADNESS.

Current Mood: disappointed